Maybe it's just my period talking but I'm so fed up with being unemployed. I mean the obvious let down is the lack of money and thank God my husband has a stable job to support our household but I really miss interacting with people every day and knowing what my schedule will be like on a daily basis. Now I just clean the house, play with the cats, watch TV, play video games, etc... I'm just so bored with life and even though some of the places I've worked at suck, at this point I would take that over being bored and depressed all day. I must have applied to over 600 jobs since I lost my job in July. This is just getting a little frustrating now. I mean I've had interview after interview and nothing comes of it. Well I did get a job offer at Avis Rent a Car making a measly $8.75 and hour and knowing that I would miss every holiday and weekend until God knows when. So I didn't take it because my husband frankly didn't want me working late nights for little to no money. Neither did I. So here I am again without a job and feeling just horrible.
I have a few things that stop me from getting any and every job. One, I have a foot condition called plantar facitis that is an inflammation of the heel. Well most of the time it goes away within months, but not in my case. I've had it for over 10 years even with foot insoles, medication, etc... So I can't stand for more than an hour without sitting. So that excludes any warehouse, restaurant, retail, etc.. jobs. Then I've worked at 3 call centers and each one I've had some serious anxiety problems. I didn't have any anxiety problems until I started working at call centers. It got to the point where I had to take anti depressant pills just to get through the day. So most likely call centers are out because at some point they just get to be too much for my mental health issues.
So I've tried all the search engines for jobs and just going directly to some job sites and nothing, just nothing has come out of it. I've had a friend re do my resume to look more professional and still nothing. I'm just in a bad situation and I'm getting to a point where I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs every second of the day. Some days I'm happy that I'm a housewife (not by choice) and other days I'm just pissed. Today I'm pissed. Anyway I just wanted to vent. Oh and BTW, today I cleaned the bathrooms and watched some TV with my husband. Woo Hoo what an exciting day! NOT. Thanks for listening and God Bless.